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7 years.
Broken mirrors. But no more bad luck.
The edges have softened and the anger subsided. I am so different now than I used to be.
I love myself.
I love others.
I forgot how to be vulnerable for a time after my frog was boiled for a while. But I have seen the water around me and I realized I could still breathe. And I self-preserved.
And I survived.
And I promise myself I will Live. I will Love. I will Share. I will Try.
Everything is always as it should be, and if you look close enough, there is always love.
Broken mirrors. But no more bad luck.
The edges have softened and the anger subsided. I am so different now than I used to be.
I love myself.
I love others.
I forgot how to be vulnerable for a time after my frog was boiled for a while. But I have seen the water around me and I realized I could still breathe. And I self-preserved.
And I survived.
And I promise myself I will Live. I will Love. I will Share. I will Try.
Everything is always as it should be, and if you look close enough, there is always love.
HoHum-edness... oh well.
Now that my life has cycled through another year... I feel very blasted away and worn out. A lot has happened, some things more dramatic than others and some sad, but I've kept the best thing I've ever gotten for a whole year almost. I can't wait to see how long I can keep it because it makes me so happy. I've tried to live without it but i've come to find that I cannot.
I've perfected skills, expanded on them and make some great artistic pieces. I am back in school once more now so I am producing art on a very frequent basis. I have lost my internet access so that is why I haven't posted, but that will change now that I'm in school again!
crisis averted
After almost losing the love of my life I have returned to DA... That was something I'd never want. I would never be happy like I am with him if he was not in my life...
I know what I prefer for the degree with which he is in my life, but I have realized that I will take any situation that allows me to keep him. I love him dearly... he is my best friend... my secret keeper... my key holder to my tightly locked heart to which only I keep the other key... my lover... my inspiration... my reason to wake up with zeal... I need him. The meaning of my life is to love... without love surely comes death, either self-inflicted or from the heart's ina
twisted guts
sorry if my upcoming entries are few and dark; i am having a big internal conflict as of now and am at a loss for material.
10 month Retrospective
I know artists do retrospectives after years to summarize their body of work but I feel that in the last 10 months I have been two or more people and it reflects itself in my art. 10 months ago I found myself where I never thought I would be: I had invested the better part of a year into someone who I thought was happy being with me. All the sudden he decided to tell me that he was only with me because he was lonely at college and needed someone to pass time with. I was just used. He fooled me very well and I can't say that I saw it coming at all. But it's not important any longer. What is is what happened after: I never cried about it. I met
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